SYIFA NAYLA

Here is story about a little girl named Syifa Nayla.... She is my first daughter and she was born on September 10 , 2006. This is my first experience to be a mom and to see the differences on her everyday... I loovee her soo much... Syifa is chubby and fussy girl , but she will be fussy and mercurial if with people whose always or continually she meet, she never talk or kidding with somebody that she never know before.. even if she meet her grand mother, but if she meet her for few hour, she will start to speak or even kidding with her... Unfortunately I can't always beside her, because I wanna continue my life to be a career women or one day I will be an English teacher... I want to have a great future to my beloved children... So that I can enjoy my old age without regret....

Actually I wanna always be with her every time , but I'll save it for next time, I'm promise I will have so much time for her.

Everyday is a new spirit, if I feel tired and I see her face, suddenly my body be fresh anymore, she is such a special drug to be always healthy and also happy... Sometimes Syifa said "Why Mama working everyday?" .. actually I'm so sad to hear that, she said that she want to playing with me in home... I really want to do that, but definitely I will do that just if I have enough time to do that... Sometimes I misremember to be wise Mom for her, I try to teach and educate her, but I'm only human and I can't be perfect... Sometimes I say the words that actually i wanted she never say it.

Actually my husband has a big family, and I usually join with them whenever they have such a party or the vacation, it seems that this is my opportuniy to know their identity and also to be completely their family. My mother-in law is so kind, she always help my little family, she never make me feel unwell, she always gives us everything that we need, beside her love, I'm so sad that I never can reply her kindness....


Here is my photo, take when we were have holiday in Bogor, Syifa was so naughty that she wont to stop swimming on that swimming pool, I finish to open her cloth to prepare back to hotel because we start to back home. A little boy whose squatting is Alif, he is my husband's nephew... and it's mean he is Syifa's cousin... and the both boy is my husband younger brother.

Here is Syifa and her father and Syifa with Alif

I will give all of my love for her...

It seems that one day when she grow up, I will be like her sister, because her body is tall, perhaps she will taller than me one day, sometimes Syifa saying the words that make me so surprise, she able to speak like adult in her children age... I think she is so smart, she able to memorize the long or Prophet's shalawat.. She also can sing English song such as "Cuppycake".. it's the long song, but she can sing it although the pronounciation is little bit wrong...



Actually I'm not too serious to be a teacher, because the prosperity of teacher in here is still low, just if I had a chance, I want to be a succes career woman, and one day when there is no choice anymore, I will be an English teacher.. And what I'm doing now is for my provision for my future... What me and my family feel now is just the minutes that we will miss when we get that success... My sacrifice is not in vain, I believe.. Just if God hear my prayer and I always try to be better for each air that I breath, for my beloved children next, for my best future one day.... That's just my hope anyway...

I never feel that she is look like her father and even me!! she is not same as everything on this earth, she is something different, nobody same as her, I'm so be grateful that God give me a cute sweet little girl like her... It send me the best ever I ever had..Syifa and her friends...