Day after day I feel so bored with my life, Astagfirullah.. I feel not satisfied with my job now, I realize that It's all my false that I do the worst thing in my life 5 years ago, but it's not time to regretting my life, because God just give me once of life, so I must do the best from my life..

I want to give happiness to my parents and also my beloved daughter and also my beloved husband, is it the money the first? I wanna be a good Mom and also a good daughter, I wanr to have great job so that I can buy whatever I want, then I wanna be a good Mom after I get the great job, I feel if I already feel a great position of a job, I won't be too obsession of my self like this... God help me, please give me the best.

I don't want to make my life be so hard, but I also want to make all of people all over me be happy, I want to be a good mom, I don't want to be apart with my child, I want to be an English teacher, A GREAT ENGLISH TEACHER,,, what can I do?? God... please help me...


Everyday is a bored in my workplace, it's because I'm not suitable anymore with situation like this... I want to the more thing that I can, I want to teach somebody and about my beloved subject, of course, I want to teach English so I will get much more experience and also more knowledge when I teach English...

Actually I really confuse with my mind, it seems that I want to both of job, be the career woman or be an English teacher? Both of that is what I want so bad right now... God, please give me a peace of my heart...